hmph. - 2005-04-20

meet us in the hotel lobby - 2005-04-18

aiya. - 2005-04-17

so happy - 2005-04-16

are you who you want to be? - 2005-04-12

Song: Fall Out Boy - Tell That Mick He Just Made My List Of Things To Do Today

Hate is such a fun word to write. I love the word 'hate'. I love scribbling it down over and over again, in a variety of colors and sizes. I hate hating but sometimes it feels so damn good.

I hate how life can be so cruel to such great people-- to my sweetie in Amarillo, I'm keeping you and your family in my prayers. I hate how black music all sound the same now. I hate AP Gov't and precalc. I hate pop quizzes. I hate my boss. I hate it when people smoke themselves stupid or drink themselves dumb--especially when they know damn well right from wrong. I hate it when people can't match their clothes or accessories. I hate the stupid cows in the hallways that refuse to move. I hate it when people constantly repeat their stories--please, stfu. I hate girls with nappy hair-- it doesnt matter how well you dress, if the hair is shit, you look like shit. I hate how Starbucks coffee is never hot enough even when I pay $.50 extra for heat. I hate mean fat people--aren't you supposed to be jolly? I hate obnoxious people-- everyone has to take out their headphones just to block 'em out. I hate it when boys wear girl pants. I hate the long hair too. I hate how my friends are going through tough times--I really do hate the world for you. I hate how all the college buddies are gone. I hate how summer is so far away. I hate how fast nailpolish chips. I hate homework. I hate how slow senior year is going--it's because of all the damn college essays.

I hate disappointing and being disappointed.

Hate.

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